well... i think so..
I'm currently loving these songs:
Stellar by incubus
Lovestoned by Justin Timberlake
Tentai kansoku by bump of chicken
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when bubunch said: Gusto mo ba ako mamatay ha?
Jan asked where he got that, bubunch didn't reply..
but i knew where he got that from.
it's sad when you want to help and yet you dont really know what you'd do to help..
it's frustrating knowing someone has to go through something like that..
i may not fully undertand why or how it happened, and why she's still sick...
but i have faith that she'll be strong enough, and she's gonna get through this phase.
i might not be all showy that i care, but i do.
not only do i worry because of her, but because there are a lot of people who are being affected with what's happening to her... she may or may not be aware of this fact but, her family loves her so much.
she needs to rearrange her mind set, and be strong.
never should she say :GUSTO MO BA AKONG MAMATAY?
because nobody would want that happen, especially her family.
all care, and attention is being given to her, as well as patience as long as the river amazon, and understading as huge as pachem-ayako's ego... and yet, she still feels as if she's being abandoned, she should know that her family are human beings too... they have limits, and sometimes, just like her, they want to give up. i wish that she keeps in her mind that her family have accepeted everything that has happened to her, and that she should be grateful.
every night, i pray that she may be well, and that God gave her a lot of strength.
her family needs her.
not only am i ranting because of her being sick and all...
its because, more importantly...
someone dearest to me is being burdened with the responsibilty that the other SHE should be carrying.
i could be her wall, and her support system, but i can do only so much to help.
she's the bunso and yet, she's the one handling/worrying the welfare of her family.
she even plans to quit school all because she wants to help her family...
PFFFFT..... i really wish she wouldnt but given the circumstances, i can't disagree..
it's her choice, but i hope that there would be another way..
hay.... someone said that my 2006 is a really lucky and happy one..
it may seem so on the outside, but really...............
it isnt.
it may not be entirely my problem, but i care. and i am family, so i consider it as mine too.
